Busy! Busy! Busy!

This Spring is keeping my household running wide open. Birthday parties, graduations, adoption meetings, best friends moving away. My mind and body are overworked and overwhelmed. I have cakes to make, presents to buy and emotions to deal with. But who has the time? I feel like I am devoting a little bit of me (and my time) to each event when I really want to put my whole heart into all that's going on. I want to be overwhelmed with joy for my sister who is graduating from college, but all I can focus on is making sure everything is prepared for her graduation party. I want to take the time to overly prepare a heartfelt presentation for an adoption meeting that I will be hosting, but who knows if anyone will come. Why spend so much time getting ready when no one has signed up to be there. I want to feel the emotion of my best friend moving, but my mind is so crazy that its not really registered (which is probably a good thing). I just need to remind myself to step back, take a breath and enjoy the chaos of life.